Jun 25, 2010

June 23rd, 2010 - 7:50 Am


" I have something to say about the 25th, I'll be prepared and ready for this unexpected day when a lethal accident occured, causing my death, leaving millions of my fans disappointed. I only ask that, please, forgive me, I didn't start my so awaited tour in London. I know you were looking forward to my return, but understand that I needed to go because it was my time and don't blame Conrad Murray, because he did nothing if not obey me to give me the anesthetic Propofol, wich I begged him to give me. I had serious problems to sleep, I wouldn't sleep for days and I was exhausted. I'd call my friends at spare time in the morning, when most of them were already asleep, only I remained awake during the slow morning and I was very tired and exhausted from everything. But I wasn't expecting this complication in my life, I never imagined that my "milk" could kill myself that way, maybe my body has borne too many drugs and it had already got used to the effects of the drug, but all this was merely an accident. I'm always present on Earth, for my fans as for my family, specially for my mother Katherine, she's a warrior and I admire the capacity and strenght she brings with herself, it's something inspiring and I should thank her very much. She was essential in my life and I wouldn't have made it without her. Mother, thank you so much, I miss you a lot, if only I could hug you and give you a kiss. But I, your son Michael, will always be here by your side, helping you to protect and take care of my children. You've been a great guardian for them and I feel proud to have chosen you for this life project, thank you so much, thank you for what you do for them, you're victorious and very brave, my inspiration comes from you, only from you, my inspiration of life. Without you I would be nothing, you helped me to be strong and encouraged me always when possible. May God bless you always for what you do for me and my children. My children, daddy will always be here, don't worry. Paris, my baby, my angel, I love you so much and I'd like to be there right by your side, cradling you. You've always been my little princess and I'll always be very proud of you, always ... Never forget that Daddy loves you. Prince, my little warrior, my little man, may God bless you and enlighten you always. I can see you become a young man each day that goes by and say that it was my inspiration wich I dedicated half a lifetime, I'm very proud of you, you've been showing yourself essential more and more since my passing. I want you to be happy along with your sister and your brother Blanket. Blanket, my youngest, my little, my pride, I'm so happy for you, I hope and trust you to follow my work and my project because my work isn't finished and trust in you. You're still so young but you've got sense of many things, daddy loves you so much and I'll always be here guiding you and protecting you, my little, I love you so much Blanket. My brothers, thank you very much for everything, since the begining you have become a key tool and love for me, I miss being present in life with you, It's a pity I didn't take your presence much since Jackson 5 was over, but I love each one of you, be sure that I'll be there. Omer, you're the boy who could always inspire confidence and you never betrayed me. You were always my friend and now I can say that you are like my son, it doesn't matter what the press will say, I love you dearly. Joe Jackson, my tutor in life, I love you besides everything. You don't show any sad feeling, you want to remain cold but I know how much your heart beats strong, I know what you think and how you're very hurt with my death. I love you and I know you're not a bad person, although you want to show this, and I know that deep inside you love me. Thank you for everything. My sisters Rebbie, La Toya and Janet, what would it be of myself without my blood's women? I only have to thank you for everything, for the beautiful moments that we've shared together, for the tears we've shared and for the pains we've suffered together. Just like my mother Katherine, you're 3 warrior women and I'm proud to have had you one day as my sisters, we grew up together and only God knows how we needed to battle for the daily bread. You're the proofs that my love is still not dead yet, that I'm still alive in spirit and full of life and hope, thank you so much, girls. To my fans, what would I do without your love and affection? Who always stood by me at all times? That wiped my tears when I cried? Who were always by my side and never doubted that? Thank you all fans around the world, may God enlighten every one of you, I love you so much! On the 25th, I'll wait for you, I'll be present to all of you, watching your tributes, your tears for me and the children I've always loved. My farewell here, sending my simple love for all of you, thank you for being essential in my life in spirit, thank you so much, there are no words to describe how much I love each one of you.
With love always,
Michael